Poem > Waiting

I'm so use to waiting
To wait for sunset
To wait for bedtime
To wait for dawn
To wait for sunrise
To wait patiently for days to pass
Day by day
Night by night
All the same
Everyday the same routine
Everyday the same tempo
Once in a while they'll be quaver or crotchet rests
Once in a while they'll be semiquavers or minims
But I still awaiting for something
And that something is you
I don't know who are you
How far in the future you are
But I know I'm waiting
I might even know you already
But yet I don't have the courage
Or is it yet not time
Am I still supposed to be waiting

Poem > Distance

you gave me the sky
yet you didn't provide me wings
i watched up solemmly
as you sore through the sky
but you never tried looking down
to see me searching so hard for you

you gave me the sea
yet you didn't provide me the rights to swim with you
you swam up and down gliding the waves
did you know there's someone behind
who swam hard after your shawdow
just not to loose track of you

you gave me the priority to walk into your heart
yet you build a wall of defence
stopping my footsteps as they move forward
throwing me back as hoped to proceed
because there's a "her"
blocking me away